Realisation of the moment
I realised.....1) A skim flat white from Gloria Jean's is what I need before a test. (The wonders of caffeine! No more falling asleep while studying, and only to realise it 2hours later!)
2) I might just be a coffee addict in no time. Boo :( What has uni done to my well-being?!
3) songs that I really fancy right now are "You raise me up" but NOT the Westlife rendition of it! Ew! and "So sick" by Leo Sayer.
4) I just need to get over whinging about how uni sucks and just get used to it. (And yes, for those who know me too well.. u know it's only a matter of time that I contradict it hey? haha)
5) I've got close to about 3 weeks before exams start.
6) I need to start finding those textbooks that I haven't touched more than twice... and just START studying! GAWSH!
7) sometimes I know I can push myself harder when it comes to studying.
8) however, I don't put in 100% most times because I get so caught up with the fear of disappointment in myself if I've put in so much effort and the results just dont reflect that.
9) I need to depend on Him so much more.
10) there is just so much more talent and potential that He has blessed me with, but I just haven't discovered it yet. I'm still learning... I'm getting there. It's an on-going process of change. More of You, less of me.
11) on a lighter note, those lollipop guys think they're the king of traffic control (I guess they kinda are, but ONLY when roadworks are in place! And motorists have not much say in it. But still! Don't abuse that authority man! I still reckon they have something against me. haha. I know I'm being so biased right now. After all, they are contributing towards the process of better infrastructure in Sydney hey? haha I can't believe I just said that! Anywayss... movin right along!
12) I've been rambling on too much and I should stop. Lost is starting anytime nowwwwww!!!!! ahhhhhh.... Before I go and before u intend to leave my blog because u think, "I can't believe I just read through all that. It was way too boring for my liking". But! don't doooo it yet!! Because...I leave you with a simple collage of my cousin's engagement party......
<--top Xtreme left: Sarah (my cousin's fiance), Nick (my cousin), Auntie Sue, Uncle Ken. <--- On that right: Nick, me, Sarah
<---Down left: Me, Myah (my cutest niece!), Alaine <--- This Xtreme right side: Me, Alaine, Kor
posted by lena @ 8:12:00 PM
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